Melissa gave up her name today. She wears a blank mask now. We'll keep her in the cage for a while longer, until she's used to wearing it. Inquisitor still has to punish her once in a while for taking it off, but mostly he's been making inroads into her mind, turning over her memories like rocks to see if any memories scurry to older places.
I'm not allowed to go into her mind alone... I'm not skilled enough. I might erase something important or not see clue to what she was. So I stand and watch and learn from Inquisitor.
It's very boring.
It may be boring Sister but you have a worthy mentor. You will learn much from him in due time.
ReplyDeleteSick! Sick! Sick! How do you even call yourself a person!
ReplyDelete@Saint Yes, I already have. But I get frustrated doing nothing. :(
ReplyDelete@Jade What is your problem now? We're only looking for her past life memories so we can restore her to herself. Then she'll be happy and have purpose.
CAN YOU EVEN HEAR YOURSELF!? YOU AND YOUR SICK FRIENDS JUST DESTROYED THAT GIRL IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD FOR YOUR ON DISGUSTING AGENDA!!! DO YOU THINK SHE WANTS THE LIFE YOU PICKED OUT FOR HER!? DO YOU THINK SHE CARES ABOUT YOUR BIBLE CONSPIRACY THEORY? AND EVEN IF SHE DID HAVE ALL THESE MEMORIES AND FEELINGS UNDERNEATH HER EXTERIOR!!! WHAT ABOUT THE PERSON SHE WAS BEFORE ALL THIS? DID SHE MATTER AT ALL? THAT LIFE AS HER'S BUT YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT AT ALL DO YOU?
ReplyDeleteYou killed her. You killed her and you don't even realize it. You and all your friends are dead, and you haven't realized it either. That girl you were when you were outside the high school, that girl was murdered.
Do you understand that!?
We saved her. She will be better and stronger now than she was, and if we can uncover her original personality, she will be a great leader and teacher. The only Chosen who are brought to us are the gifted ones. Even if we can't uncover who she was at the beginning, she can still learn to use her gifts with us.
ReplyDeleteYou don't understand and obviously I'm not explaining well enough. This life, the life you know... that is the illusion. That is what was pressed on us by the Igigi when we were defeated. This life is the lie. We erase the lie. We help.
I only wish that I wasn't still that girl from the high school. Maybe some day my true memories will be uncovered too. I look forward to that. Until then, I have my gifts and learn anything else that anyone will teach me. I have my family, which I didn't before. And I have purpose. I love.
What do you have but your hate?
I have a family, like yours. I have people I love and will protect with ever ounce of my being, so I understand you.
ReplyDeleteThe difference is, my family would never make me do something like this. Never.
I understand what you're saying, but you don't seem to understand what I've said at all.
The lie is a person, just like you and me. And you killed that person, and made another. A better person. A person you could manipulate and use. That's what you're doing.
I don't hate you. I hate what you've done, and what He's done to you, and the threat you impose on me and my family.
But I would never do that to you either way.
Look at it from this direction. The Assassin thinks what he does will help other, he thinks all the pain he's causing we'll bring about something better, and he wants your help but doesn't know how to get it.
So he does the same thing to you and Liger that you did to those twins. And he makes Liger hate you. Then he invades your mind and fixes you.
I would never do that, even if I knew it was right. I would never do that. Because what if I wasn't right?
you would not do it because you are weak, frail, unable.
ReplyDeletepain is revelation
freedom
all things in natural order birth from pain
it iss the way of things.
she is. becoming.
I'd rather be weak than a murderer.
ReplyDeleteThat and I have faith that kindness and remorse makes the world better on it's own. That's what matters more to me than anything else.
Unless a darkling eats you, everyone is eventually reborn. So murder? Not such a big deal, actually. :P
ReplyDeleteAnd kindness... I'm not cruel. Inquisitor can be cruel because it amuses him, but I'm not cruel. Cruelty requires malice, and if I were malicious, I'd be coming for you.
Is the wolf cruel for eating the lamb? No, because the wolf is hungry and his food is meat.
By the way, I hope you enjoy the attention of my siblings. I would not antagonize them as you have me. I am just a teacher/student. I don't hunt for sport or pleasure.
A wolf and a lamb are not the same species.
ReplyDeleteWho are you and I to decide how a life should end?
Hahaha oh my, that's one outraged bunny. Calm down Rabbit, she isn't hurting you. What exactly do you hope to accomplish through this argument anyway?
ReplyDeleteI'm not a bunny. Why does everyone always think that? My blog doesn't even have anything to do with Rabbits, the name's from a myth, go ahead and google it.
ReplyDeleteAnd come one, if you really didn't want to argue as well why bother responding?
Like it or not, every corporeal thing exists by directly causing the death of another corporeal thing, usually many corporeal things within any given day. If you eat, you kill. Flesh is mutable, mortal, designed to fall away from the spirit. Killing is nothing but freeing the soul unless the soul is also consumed.
ReplyDeleteWhy ask me who I am to decide how a life should end? Who are you to end the life of your dinner or the lives of the bacteria on your hands whenever you wash them? Or the bacteria in your food which you kill when you cook it?
I am not human. I am Anunnaki. My humanity was gone from me as soon as my true nature woke and called out to Father for rescue. Don't mistake my tolerance for weakness. You are being deliberately obtuse.
KW- I think she just likes to hear the clickety clack of the keys and to see her own words on the screen.
ReplyDeleteMaybe she's more of a duck than a bunny (if you turn her profile pic on its side). At any rate, she's pretty close to quacking up. hahaha
Opal, you have rabbit in your screen name and as your profile pick. It's pretty obvious why *everyone* "thinks" that you're a bunny. Maybe if you did turn your pic on its side to resemble a duck, or changed it entirely, people would stop making the assumption.
Well Opal, I believe that Tigercub has just explained one of the reasons why I called you bunny. The other reason is that it suits my sense of humor. If it upsets you so, then I'll think of something else to call you.
ReplyDeleteI didn't say a thing about whether or not I wanted to argue. I was merely expressing my amusement at the righteous fury in your responses. I responded to you because I really am curious as to what you hope to accomplish through this argument
Ty- I'm glad to know I wasn't the only one thinking that her profile pic would look like a duck if turned on its side. Also that pun was both awful and awesome at the same time hehehe
If all you're going to do now is make pathetic insults I'm going to go.
ReplyDeleteYou're sick, and twisted up. You don't care about anyone but yourselves and whatever cause you're trying to accomplish.
The fact you can even live with what you've done is something I can't comprehend, so I'm not going to try anymore.
Talking to you taught me some stuff about people goodbye.
I'm insulting? Have you been reading what you've been saying to me and Saint and who knows what other Anunnaki you've been trolling? I think I've been extremely tolerant of your ranting and libel.
ReplyDeleteI care about everyone. I want to make the world a better place. What have you done lately to improve the lot of your fellow humans, hmmm?
I said I'd leave you alone, what more did you want?
ReplyDeleteIt doesn't matter, because I'm sick of talking to you. It's making me do the exact thing I didn't want to do when this all I started.
Life has consequences. It's not as throwaway as you think. That's all.
Have I been insulting? It certainly wasn't my intent. I was simply amused and wanted to ask a question, which you still haven't answered. Oh well.. Goodbye Jadey. Have a good evening
ReplyDeleteOh, I wish I had been around for this debate. A troll by any other name is still a troll. -sigh-
ReplyDeleteI suppose I'll have to settle for decent conversation, then.
Oh don't worry brightsky, I'm sure the rabbit will find something else to scream about hehe
ReplyDeleteWhile things are quiet here though, I figure I'll ask this now... How old are you Ty?
You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I'm just curious
Hi Dia :D Any conversation you want to have is fine so long as you're not insulted by my honesty. And there's some things I'm not allowed to talk about. You understand.
ReplyDeleteKW I'm 17, going to be 18 in less than a month. :D
Oh! Well early happy birthday to you then
ReplyDeleteThank you! :)
ReplyDeleteI'm never insulted by honesty, you have nothing to fear from that.
ReplyDeleteHappy early birthday!!
Thank you :) October is the best time of year, and I'm not just saying that for obvious reasons. hehe
ReplyDeleteI love Halloween, on a somewhat related note. <3
ReplyDeleteHalloween is the BEST holiday. It's the only time we can go out in our masks and NO ONE notices! :D
ReplyDeleteI like my mask, though I don't use it for the same reasons as the Proxies. It has black and white feathers. <3
ReplyDeleteOh! That sounds pretty. Will you be posting pictures?
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ReplyDeleteIt is a pretty mask, Dia, like a mummer's mask. I have my email set up to receive messages, so I saw the link before you deleted it. Don't worry. I respected your privacy and only looked at the mask.
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